Thursday, August 25, 2005
Well today was an interesting day. This morning I was still working with Elder Adaza. No offence but it was really hard for me to feel the spirit while I was with him. That really is the result of disobedience and trunkyness. When Elder Nemes got back the spirit came right back and it got a lot better. I never want to be like that where there is no spirit. It doesn’t’ matter how good you are at skills and things, if you have not spirit you can’t be happy and you will never be able to have a person truly converted through you. I’ve been trying to focus on my mission more especially. I used to have a picture of Amy on my desk but I took it down because it was too much of a distraction. I love her of course but there is a time and a season for all things. It is even more of a distraction this week because I got three letters this week and that didn’t exactly help the whole problem.